NB: Not sure how this will read, I wrote this when I was very sad at 3 am. I could not sleep.

Here I sit in tears
Confused and all alone
In a body thats so strange,
That does not feel my own.

To afraid to look in mirrors
To see pictures of my face
Hoping one day to wake up different,
But its disappointment I find each day.

I wish I could understand
Why was I born this way?
All torn up and broken,
Trapped in a nightmare cage

I hope one day I find a key
A much needed way to escape,
I pray one day to no longer hide
Or hurt myself in rage.

Yet as I lay here sadly,
With my eyes stained with tears
I know inside the sorrowful truth…
I am forever stuck this way.


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